Loss
I don’t wanna feel all the pain I feel when I think about losing you and every other fucked up thing in my life.
Addiction
I am praying that I can get some help with my drug problem. Otherwise, I don’t know what will happen to me.
Homelessness
We have been homeless before but it was never this bad. I am seriously so fucking sick of living like this.
Ambition
Goals:
1. Stop doing drugs
2. Get stable housing
3. Get back into hair school. Find a place that hires felons.
4. Get my kids back.
5. Visit J and clean up around headstone.
6. Finish tattoo on my hip.
7. Go to church every Sunday.
8. Learn how to crochet and make dream catchers.
Religion
We got McDonalds for breakfast then went to church. Then we ventured out to John’s. Chill, drama free, no fighting. We smoked some shit, rode dirt bikes, and even got to take a fucking shower.
Love
He called me a dumb bitch and told me to sit in the fucking truck right now. Then he choked me and broke my mirror. I love him, but I hate how mean he can be.
Reform
Merry Christmas! I got out of jail yesterday so got to stay at a motel and wake up warm and clean and stress free for the most part.
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